Why don’t I feel lonely,

Why do I want love and not yearn for love,

Where exactly is love,

I thought I had found it,

Then I lost it,

It’s not complicated,

One left the other stayed,

I’ve prayed about finding love ,

It’s not at the top of my prayer list,

I promise my heart hasn’t grown cold,

Just older and paranoid,

I’m not just going to go out and compromise my heart to fill this so called void,

Will love find me or must I search,

My personal research shows that love is beautifully unpredictable,

Mysterious and painful,

Love was like sunny weather without it just rain falls,

I haven’t given up on love,

I just took a long pause,

As always my heart is open receive love