I feel like I’m reaching for this dream,
It seems I’ve completely lost focus,
I’m not making plans,
Not setting goals,
Complacency has a firm hold over me,
The only reason I’ve survived is love and faith,
What is safe?
Everything is a risky decision,
It’s all risky business,
One wrong move and it’s over,
Consistent right moves will bring joy,
Impulse decision bring destruction,
My heart is under reconstruction.