I can’t do this much longer,
I really don’t want to,
Yes I’m relaxing,
I’m not progressing,
I need to learn from my on lesson,
“Stop wasting time”,
Am I in my prime,
Maybe,
I’ll never know if I don’t make a move,
The world is a big place,
How do I choose,
Is life only work,
Or is it only enjoyment,
Confusing is what it is.
Sincere 
I find that, for me, life is not only work or only the enjoyment, it is basically the enjoyment of work! You find some work you like, you’re gonna be A-okay and you never work a day because your work is your play! It’s what keeps me going. “Confusing is what it is…” yes. Sigh.