New and refreshing,

All the blessings that are in store,

I knocked and the door was opened,

I was lost now I’m found,

I have come full circle and searched all around,

I’ve been up,

Mostly down,

My entire sound I pray has changed,

My range is straight and narrow,

Instead of wide and spaced out,

I shout out for help every single day,

Sometimes it looks like he does not answer but he’s always there,

I got rid of my old poems of my past life because I was faking it,

Now I’m making it,

God is the reason why,

I cry often,

Sometimes from pain,

Sometimes from the strain of the devil on my back,

I lack of knowledge but I love God,

I’m not going back,

Its like prison not having God in your heart,

I would die if I go to that prison,

I confess for people to hear,

I’m a better father now,

A better son now,

A better friend,

I’m trying to get right within,

I love my my sisters and mother,

I’m a better uncle trying to be a shinning role model where there is none to be seen,

I’m not perfect but God is and I represent him,

I have water from up above now and I will never again thirst,

I’ve written thousands of poems but This is My First.