My mind is twisted and all mixed up,

Straightening it out will take a lot,

I plan but still people plot against me,

I see but still people are blind to me,

I talk but people are deaf to my thoughts,

I brought my soul to this pad,

How I grew up sisters a mother no dad,

How I’ve been bad as a dad myself,

Should I long for wealth or at least survival,

My only revival right now is myself,

Enter my brain,

Where again and again I feel pain,

The pain of loss and the agony of defeat,

I will beat all this,

No matter what the cost,

They can’t shut me up,

I speak out from my heart and I will never part from this.