My mind is twisted and all mixed up,
Straightening it out will take a lot,
I plan but still people plot against me,
I see but still people are blind to me,
I talk but people are deaf to my thoughts,
I brought my soul to this pad,
How I grew up sisters a mother no dad,
How I’ve been bad as a dad myself,
Should I long for wealth or at least survival,
My only revival right now is myself,
Enter my brain,
Where again and again I feel pain,
The pain of loss and the agony of defeat,
I will beat all this,
No matter what the cost,
They can’t shut me up,
I speak out from my heart and I will never part from this.